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Adriana
Dark Poetry
by Elilitu Princess of the Knight
aka Adriana Talimus
Bless the Night, Bless the Vision
Bless the Gift that We've Been Given
< Shadow of Self > (S.O.S.)
Shadow of Self,
Shadow of Life.
Still Looking for Someone
to Cut With a Knife.
A Donor I Need,
For This I Pled.
Help Me, Help Me,
Send My Hunger Freed.
(c)Elilitu 2000
< Call to Arms >
To My Dark Angel Brother We Call
So He May Help Us From the Fall.
Send Us Your Protection,
Send Us Your Strength,
So We Can Fight This Till
We are Complete.
(c)Elilitu 2000
< Dreamed Death >
A Sender of Nightmares
and Skeletons of the Past
Sets Forth the Motion
Needles, Pins, and Glass.
He Wanton of Vengeance
and Harm that Will Be
Chooses to Send it
So He Sends it to Me.
Choke that I Did,
Die I Did Not.
All Reeking of Blackness
I Hope that He Rotes.
The Wrath that Will Come
to Him I Did Send
For He's Now My Enemy.
Thine Enemy Not Friend.
(c)Elilitu 2000
< Lost One Astray >
You came to me a Lost One Astray.
You looked me up and Found me that day.
Unsure why you Hungered and Craved what you did
so I answered and helped with that which was hid.
You know what you are now that is for sure.
Lost not now from that you Endured
for Mom has come Calling and the House is Your Place.
Help you she will with a Dark Angels Grace.
We are you Sisters and Brothers of Night
Always here for you as a Bright Guiding Light.
Dedicated to My Brother Morpheus who is no longer Astray
(c)Elilitu 2000
< Slayed Enemy >
Of Passion and Pain
I Strike First Blow.
I Slit His Throat
and Watch Him Go.
"Hurt Not Harm Not
My Fledglings" I Say
as He Falls to the Ground
this Demon I Slay
"Protect that I Will."
"I'll Do what it Takes."
"You Cross Me Not
Your Own Death You Make."
"Dare Me You Did
You Know Not Me."
As I Clean Off My Knife
"Death to You Now You See."
"Scream but You Can't,
You Can Bleed All You Want
Help You I Shant
Your Death Your Own Haunt."
(c)Elilitu 2000
< My Hell >
I sit here all alone without my Hunger feed
and wish it was just over, wish I was dead.
How am I to survive without what I need
The shakes are so bad I want my pain freed.
I raise my head and look to the skys
why me I say, I say why?
What I am I can no longer deny
So I hope and wish, hear me cry.
There Tis but one thing that can save me now
It's a Donation of Blood I don't care how.
For this Vampyre is about to bottom out.
Has my Beast won, has it won this bout.
The pain grows without a restraint .
To carry on any longer I feel that I can't.
Every moment passes feeling more like a shell.
I'm stuck here in this place my own Damned Hell.
(c)Elilitu 2000
< Ode to the Wolf >
As it Came to me on one Full Moon night
A Wolf of the Darkness guided me by the light.
Showing me things I'd never seen.
Enlightening me to what all this means.
He Taught me of My Beast Within.
Showed me how it could be my Friend.
Never knowing before I was a Child of Night.
I see now that the Wolf was right.
So I shall always remember what he taught me
and I have gone from there.
But the Night has come so it is now time
for me leave my Lair.
(c)Elilitu 2000
Nightmare Dreams and Eternal Darkness
We hold to the Shadows
and fast to our Blackness
and rest not when night falls
for we are the ones that will be lurking
and watching when the nightime calls.
Beasts of an untold truth
in a dark world we chose to walk
we are it's Sleuth.
Fangs for Blood and Eyes of Red
when we come
you will wish you were dead.
So watch you back if you not be one of us
we will chase you by your fear
so look out now because the night is near.
(c)Elilitu 2000
< Transient Rest >
I need to rest in silent seclusion
before my life becomes an illusion
and things that are me are intruded upon,
because without it my world is gone.
So I leave you now to sleep I go
and my dreams will come with it they show
my Twilight Being that I am
work be done to walk the sand
of the beach of Eternal Life
I bid adu until next Night.
(c)Elilitu 2000
< Alone >
Alone in My Misery.
Alone in My Pain,
Cause My World Has Run Crazy
and Things not the Same.
I See My Dark Void
I Have in My Soul,
So I Hope and I Pray
That One Day I'll Be Whole.
I Have a Dark Gift
and It is Mine to Combat
as I Fight My Dark Beast
and Hell it is That.
The Battle is Mine
and Mine it Alone.
I Try to Chase My Dark Demons
That are Inside of Me.
The Control I must Find.
So My Fears Will Go Flee
and Pain Will Be Gone
I Know in My Heart
I Know it is Mine
and Mine it Alone.
(c)Elilitu 2000
< A Beckoning >
I know my Quest has just begun.
I shant be complete till I am done
for I know now what is my dark truth
as I've been this way since my youth.
Awaking parts of me along the way
and find ones like me on some days.
The ways of many are not for me
for my soul is immortal and quit free
I chose not that which I am
but I will not be their a sacrificial Lamb.
As I am Vampyre and it is true
so I beckon to the night and ones like you.
(c)Elilitu 2000
< Vows >
I share in a pact the Blood oath I do say.
My Vows have strong meaning in my House it's the way.
I can not go on The Hunt at Night
nor take an unwilling for my Vows are quit right.
My instinct calls to me everyday
but my Vows are strong so I choose not to stray.
Refrain my Beast I say to it.
I hold back the Cravings and The Hunger that hits.
If only I were able to feed I'd take care of this.
It wouldn't be so hard so I'd have no trouble with it,
but my problem is now a Donor I can't find,
so I remember my Vows and think of it every time.
(c)Elilitu 2000
< To MOM >
Fighting my own Battles
and remembering what I have lost
parts of me now a shell
and a past that I tossed
I look to you and learn
by the things you go through
but one thing on my mind
is you are my Mom
and this I hold true
Dedicated to Lady St.Germaine (Mom)
(c)Elilitu 2000
< A Poet's Moto >
Life not endless in these bodies of ours
but write all you can giving words the power
tell the tales of how we do feel
write down those dreams that seem so real
reach out your hand and grasp the night
and teach us you wisdom through that that you write.
Dedicated to All of my Brothers and Sisters of the Night
That have to Gift of the Poet's Hand
(c)Elilitu 2000
**Author's Note**
Alais indulge and feed I say
Devourer these words of mine today
For we are the Shadows
and also the pain
And we have The Hunger
that you can't refrain.
(c)Elilitu 2000
Embrace The Night For in it We Shall Find Refuge
